很累 Bored

覺得很懶 很無力
I feel tired, bored, lack of energy

很想離開目前工作 卻又不知下一步能做什麼
want to quit my current position..but don't know what to do next

心很累
I feel powerless

看到雜誌最近的一篇文章 訴說擔心被資遣/工作職務喪失/...等等年齡漸漸提早
read an article from a magazine, saying that the age of worrying about being laid off/position being replaced by others, ..etc is getting earlier.

這和我最近的感覺有些類似 不過 我主要是不想再做研發程式設計了
This is somewhat similar to what I have being feeling recently
However, what I mainly concern is..I need to get out of the programming life.

也想休耕一陣子 想好好整理自己 想過生活
I'd like to take a break for awhile
I'd like to get myself organized
I'd like to live my life

我覺得很累
I'm so tired

想做創意 但自己有創意嗎? 能怎麼做呢
可當成工作嗎?
I'd like to be in the creativity area, but...am I creative?
How to?
Could it be my career? part of my career or all of my career?

iReading (愛閱讀)

剛剛看到 iReading (愛閱讀)這個網站, 才剛開站呢!
我喜歡看書, 所以當然會對這個網站有興趣囉!

它可分享自己正在看的書, 也可將心得放上去. 可是我試了搜尋功能, 卻
沒找到 the Laws of Simplicity. 為什麼呢?

這是它的網址:
http://www.ireading.cc/home/index.aspx

想為周遭為社會做些事

想為周遭為社會做些事, 不想工作了.

覺得做的很沒意義, 工作對我來說是一種自我實現, 假如沒有這種感覺,
也不預期將來在這裡會有機會, 那我為什麼還要在此浪費時間?

想休耕一陣子.

Be focus

My interests are broad. For example, I like to read books, magazines, and websites in different subjects. I like subjects like (international)marketing, inspirational mindsets, working culture, software engineering, ethic, religious, creative innovation, electronic industry news, science, educational psychology, .., and so on. I like to listen to soft rock, natural, new era, and classical music. ...

However, my broad interests can be my disadvantages. Because I have insterests in so many things, I have many skills and knowledges. But, in current era, what I need is a domain knowledge. I mean, in my company, I guess, few people hold better English ability than I do and my bosses know that.
However, I feel that they don't care. What they want is a pure programmer who can write programs fast and efficient, and that's it. I like to do programming a lot, but I think it's almost the time that I should quit.

I want the feeling of achievement, being needed, and feeling able to contribute. But now, I don't have this kind of feeling.

In order to be free, we must learn how to let go.

A picture I saw from my Google ig (inspirational quotes)...

The words on the picture are very encouraging to me.

A lot of times I spent by holding on to the past is actually

consuming my energy to explore my potential to the future.

To some extend, it is also a way that I use for not taking

the step forward to do what I want to for myself.

I need to change.

the source of the picture: http://www.finestquotes.com/Insimage/BG/nature100.jpg