覺得自己變得更感性.
After starting practicing Ho'oponopono,
I feel myself becoming very sensitive.
怎麼說呢? 就是覺得自己很容易就被感動.
家中的冰箱、沙發、桌子、椅子、電腦、螢幕、我的腳踏車、
原子筆、車子, 甚至現在住的公寓等等,
他們好像都變成了我的一部份.
I mean, I become so easy to get touched.
The refrigerator, the sofa, the table,
the monitor, my bicycle, my pens, even
the apartment that I am living in right now,
they all are like becoming parts of myself.
我對自己這麼長時間, 未曾注意到它們, 未曾感謝它們,
感到難過, 它們ㄧ直陪伴著我, 為我做事 想到這些,
我的眼睛就會開始掉下淚來.
I feel sorry for not noticing them
and not appreciating them for such a long time.
They have been there doing things for me.
Those thoughts drew my tears.
我有一次問我的奇蹟教練Janeen,"為什麼我現在這麼容易感動?"
我想知道為什麼.
I asked Coach Janeen one time, "Why I became
so easy to be touched?" I wondered why.
Janeen 笑了, "那是你的感謝! 妳開始感謝了."
對啊, 我需要ㄧ個理由來感謝我的父母嗎? 不需要!
那感謝的情感是如此肯定且深切, 因此我不需要提出任何的理由,
來告訴自己我感謝我的父母. 因為我知道, 所以我感謝.
就是這樣.
Janeen laughed. "It was your appreciation.
You started to appreciate." Right, do I need
a reason to appreciate my parents? No, the appreciation
is so sure and profound that I don't need to state a
reason. I just know it so I appreciate it. That's it.
我很感謝Janeen, 雖然我和她只是通電話及email, 但我卻可以感
受到她對我的信任與關心, 有一天要寫信給她時, 我很自然就寫下了以下的話
給她, 那是我心裡的話, 毫不做作, 我自己也不覺得矯情, 雖然
跟Janeen未曾謀面, 我卻可以感受到她的愛, 就像天使一般, 守護著我:
謝謝您對我的信任. 我感覺您就像一位天使看護著我,
信任著我, 愛著我, 您就在那, 在我身邊.
I appreciate Janeen a lot. Although I just had phone
calls and emails with her, I could feel her caring and
trust in me. One day, when I was about to write her
email, I naturally wrote down the following words to her.
Those are words from my heart. No pretend feelings.
Although I never meet Janeen, I can feel her love like an angel
watching me:
Thank you for your believe in me. I feel that you
are like an angel watching for me, trusting me,
loving me, and just being there for me.
Thank you, Divine. Thank you, Janeen.
Thank you, everything. Thank you, experiences.
Thank you.
I love you.
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